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3/20
So yet another week of uneventfulness. It's the week before market and I have been working like mad to help out in the showroom. I seem to be to tired the rest of the time to have any major traumas. I am trying to remember if I have any real news to impart. I don't think I do. Things with the boy are fine, we get along all together to well for things to be much else. He had a rough night, his home was invaded by our states finest based on a tip from some kid. Not much happened but he seems freaked and I'm worried about him so I guess he really does mean something more then I was planning on... I'm not saying this is bad I'm just saying I wasn't planning on this. Why oh why do I have such awful timing? And further then that why did I choose to date a military type? Haven't I always said that was a bad idea? Why don't you people stop me from making these mistakes? No just kidding it's not your fault that I can't control my own life well enough to deal with the type of freaks I should be dating. Okay I think I will stop ranting on this particular subject now. It's never a good idea to post your inner thoughts on the internet.

3/8
Just so it doesn't seem like I forgot y'all, here is a little update. I made it through february. It only bit a little and I walked away with no visible scarring. I am unhealthy and the doc thinks they have found yet another something wrong with me, hey what's new. I am a medical miracle. The return of freak boy has not destroyed me yet, though he is extremely irrating. The normal boy and I are doing well and we even make the effort to see each other once in a while. He met my family finally so they now know that they both exist. Other then that not much happenng as usual.

2/12
Okay it's the day before Valentines and well I hate it. I can't help it, I just don't like the day, or for that matter the month. It's cursed and bad. So far it hasn't been horrid and I am hoping that it will continue to be not that bad, but I mean come on. Princess Pig-Pig forbid me from sabotaging my current relationship,, and whilst I have made an effort I am really just waiting for him to call me and tell me to go away, or as the case may more realistically happen, he will not call. Ever. I will just not hear from him, a sort of silent dismissal. It's not that I hate you, I just forgot about your existence? That seems about right. Anyway, I think it's mainly nerves, not much has really happened between me and the normal boy, we don't do any of the things that usually happen when I get in a relationship, so I spend a lot of time wondering if this is going to work. My family is still on my case cause I haven't brought him over, and now he has decided that they don't exist either. If that were the case it would be much easier to explain things don't you think? Anyway, it's really not that bad. Tommorow or actually later today since it is after midnight, Freakboy returns form his sojourn on the east coast. I do not relish this event taking place and am still trying to avoid contact with it. I don't think that is such a bad idea. As a matter of fact I think it is a wonderfull idea...
1/23 So school started this week and my bain is already fried. I had just written all of this and lost it cause I forgot to hit the update key. Anyway, I went to dinner with friends last night. It was fun but strange cause we went to Friday's which I hate, but the company was good and the conversation was entertaining. I also saw Dave which was cool, I miss him now that I think about it. I am going to make an effort to hang out with him more now that I am being social again. I am at work and most likly going to get in trouble if I spend much more time here so I guess I will go now.<

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1-6 Sorry it took so long for me to update this place. What can I say it's been a busy holiday season and what with all the exciting stuff I do (read that I have no life and am lying to you) I just haven't had much of a chance to update. So here is a run down of the past month or so.
Thanksgiving was at my Aunts house and it was fun. Of course the fact that my mother brought the classic holiday film, Orgazmo :) to the party added quite a lot to the atmosphere. Needless to say between the food and the movie everyone had nice wholesome turkey day.
Christmas and Christmas Eve went down at my house and I have to say that we did a stellar job on the decor front. I think everyone had a good time at the party too. Many of our friends from past and present showed up and that led to many a strange and interesting moment. There were the occasional oh my what will we do with this conversation moments, but I mean what kind of party doesn't have those. I must say thanks to those of my friends who contributed to the success of the evening.
The actual Christmas holiday wasn't half bad either and I recieved some lovly gifts from family and friends.
As for New Year's this was by far the most mellow one I have had in years. I STAYED HOME. I did have some friends over and we watched cheesy movies and managed to miss the ball drop thingy on TV. All in all I think everyone enjoyed themselves... Except possibly Bongo who was forced to sit through a cheerleading movie and the sassy one who decided we would watch said movie. Of course my evening was complete because we watched most of XXX before going to sleep, and dang Vin is still hot.
On a more personal note, and for all those who say I never talk about my personal life... Well I'm not going to tell you anything. Just kidding this is my website and i do feel some obligation to the negative number of people who ignore my presence to say that yep I have indeed been seeing someone. He is very nice in a funny, psycho (read ex army friend of Bongo and the Princess) sort of way. He likes Godzilla and guns and ummmm... Me I guess. As for other hobbies I will explain more when I know more. For now let's just say that we are getting to know each other, now doesn't that sound all cute and cheesy???